I'm unsure what I should start with, maybe the reason that I feel why I should be writing this. I've always felt that writing feelings and situations down helps me to understand them better. I have been doing this on and off for some years. However, I would like to publish these thoughts so other people may read them. I'm under no dillusions that anyone will, but I like the idea of these emotions being published in a public forum.

I will say a little about me. I am a 22 year old man living in England. I am gay. I have recently felt that I have met my soulmate in this world. My viewpoint may be somewhat narcissistic, and I have always felt that I would find someone who will be that perfect partner. However there is a problem with this happy scenario: the person I have these feelings for is unsure what to do, and whether he wishes to pursue this relationship. This has caused me great turmoil, and made me question my feelings completely. I have scrutinised them carefully, and am now as certain as ever that this is the way I really feel. I am unsure what I can do, and truth be told, there is nothing that I can do, but right now I feel completely powerless.

I have nothing more to say at the moment, I will update this page as often as I feel like it.